people tell me they hang at my blog... realli??? hmm... mux be the skin... cant open friendster and blogger at the same time with a 1.6 gig processor eh??? ok... im being lame again... but then again, its after 2200, so it gives me the right to be lame...

went sch to discuss promotion wif wx... den was craing around wif hakkim, juls, lim, ruz, hanif and sheryl... den we decided to go hakkim's hse... on the way out, in the canteen, we found that the vending machine was stuck... cos there were 3 coins in it, jammed... so we tried many ways to get it out... bah it was hilarious... too tedious for me to put it all down wif my keyboard... my fingers would most probably cramp...

arrived at kimbo hse, discuss class t shirt and played a bit of PS... watched ppg, dexter, muchalucha and SBSP(spongebobsquarepants)... went home at like 8... came back and surprisingly did abt of chi assestment... hmm.... gonna play my CS:S soon... ciao...

istimewa

hmm... today same old routine... was at SANA early in the morning... realised that vivily;s brother was also there.... and there was this LCP (sec 2) from katong convent that looked remarkbly like joyce from the side, back and 45 degree view... chao ji xiang... den when look at front view... he look like annette and joyce mixed together... hmm... was so fascinated i kept looking at her... feel so paiseh bout it now...
aniwae after that rush to supernumerary... boring lesson... teach us bout AAR and managing parades and ceremonies... haiz... whatever... next lesson is like june... so can relac....
camp FEAST in 6 days... plspls dun let me be S1.....


What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

pemenang pemenang hadiak, umbil tempat

hmm... just felt like saying it... miss the good old spec course days... haiz... th old days of glory slowly fades away...

hmm... morningn went for SANA, den left halfway cos i was unrequired... go back sch, play soccer wif brudders.... ahaha... damn fun... but play awhile nia... after that went mac wif the air supernumeries den went HQ for training... blahblah... today whle day damn slack... do what visioning exercise... haiz... damn lame... after that go home and dats bout all... hmm... tmr same routin, just that without the soccer... wahx... boring day ahead... mus bring along my ipod to jie men...

istimewa.....
(p.s. it is malay for special)

8 months ago, we started our journey, 8 days ago, we ended that journey

haiz... time flies.... got a pathetic 35 for L1R5... gotta work harder... target: 20 for mid year...

classplay rawks
teachers rawks
the music rawks
the cast rawks
demons rawks
AVA crew rawks
jie shi rawks
artists rawks
backdrop rawks
4/5 rawks

hmm... disputes and quarrels... which class dun go thru this... hmm... yeaps, im at fault too... but simply dun like HIS face... and HE always think HE's right... HE can get angry wf ppl, but not the other way around... haiz... realli dun feel like toking to HIM animore... hmm... i sound so typical girly.... hmmm whatever... i have faith in the rest.... and one last thing, brudderhood my big fat @R$E....

class fourfive's play, rockabyebaby..... Brace yourselves.....

class play is like shit.... lotsa people not cooperating... everyman for himself... so dissapointed... so much for the brudderhood... if things go on like that i'll be ashamed to carry that tag... brudders my ass... haiz... hope we can pull it off on thurs... earn what you deserve, deserve what you earn...

a big thank you to all those who were so concerned bout the 2 of us... to all those who cared, to all those to bothered, to all thosese asked... thanks... yeaps... the journey has reached an end. who isnt sad, but every fairytale story has an ending.

to you: thank you for all the times we had together, the happy and the sad. thank you for all the great things you had done for me, and all the great sacrifices you had to make. sorry for all the frustrations and sadness i've brought to you. sorry for all the times i made you sad and everything else. the end of our relationship does not mean the end of our friendship. we will still be great frens... in the meantime, take good care of yourself and stay happy!!

love doesnt make the world go round. love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

woof
im back again
im bored
so jus playing around
sorry for intruding ur blogg (>.<)

hmmm anyway,
signing off........... ;)

this might be the last time i blog here...
so.. pls understand...


Detection above heart-brokening

True indeed
i'l not trying to think far as i shouldnt be
you've been so busy preoccupied with all the events organized
being selfish
yet i wouldnt succeed
for i might not see you everyday
but i would miss you badly without fail
days would slowly lag, moving so slowly
i'm cherishing all the moments now
all for future recapping

the wind is blowing in
with no mercy
it struck my body
shivering, realising the fear despite your presence
im all alone
if you are gobe
the pain would revolve right in me

my love for you had gone so out of hand
i couldnt handle nor retrieve it back
you had so much of ambition to acheive
i would be the back lady supposrting you
hiding my tears
your decisions might bring lesser time for us
yet the departure of us would never come
waiting till the day you regain your consciousness
finally realising that my soul is so tattered

get futre out of my mind
get insanity out even at this time
i dun wanna see the future path of ours
be filled with burdens
i dun wanna see the future path of yours with others
im selfish i admit
but i just dun wanna see the future paths
i dun wanna see.....

my commitments

I WILL study hard for o level
I WILL get good grades for o level
I WILL get into a choice JC
I WILL be unwavering and not be influence by bad company and unproductive activities
I WILL bring my books home to study

I WILL NOT play cs:source so oftenly
I WILL NOT put too much time and effort into non-curriculum activities
I WILL NOT delibrately not do a teacher's homework just to spite him/her

I TRY TO pay attention in class
I TRY TO complete my homework
I TRY TO hang out less in school
I TRY TO crap less during lessons
I TRY TO care less about NCC stuff
I TRY TO maintain a fit and healthy diet and fitness regime

I TRY NOT TO sleep in class
I TRY NOT TO quarrel with teachers
I TRY NOT TO give up on any subjects, no matter how much mental trauma it inflicts on me



will update this list when i think of more...

sorry vivi, missed it todae... hmm... realli wanted to go... dui bu qi
boring day... cs:source took hours to update... now finally can play lerx...
so manny things happening recently... so blogged up..
i need to buy more ram and memory... think now my brain fixed with 1500kb.... need 20 gigs at least...
put the whole ipod in my brain... whatever... im being lame... ciao...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

its 0230 and i jus finished my dnt folio... how nice... its not as easy as it seems to come up wif 8 crappy drawings k??? hmm... whatever... gonna go slp now, else i'll oversleep again tmr... nitex all...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

hmm... not much happening... everyday is everboring... classplay coming soon... kan jong le... hmm... demon dance, wahaha...
tmr gonna have training!!!! kk... i super looking forward to it... hmm... delta 2005 rawks...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

this morning woke up late, how nice... woke up at 0653 hrs... first thing that came to my mind was : 'che pai si liao'..... means 'this time die already'.... aniwae, chiong like seow, in the end still made it to sch in time, thx to my father's car.... sch was boring... hmm... d&t damn crap... singing like nobody's buisness in the library... cliff sia sway like shait... lol... kk... i shall be guai and complete my chinese hmwk... ciao...

i lurve my blog....

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

Hah! changed skin again... this firendster skin cool rite??? xept that colour scheme abit gay... haha.. but rawks nvtl...

kk... i noe this skin not that legible... hmm... kk... will change it soon... and i oso noe that its SUPREMACY, not SUPERMACY...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

sorry for not bloggng for a few days... dunno what i have been busy with either... hmm... shall tok bout yesterday... went to SAJC!!! was wif vivi, sheryl, charwong and lim.... hmm... took 166 from amk there... when the place is like harbourfront... 40++ stops... almost vomitted... den got this stupid 'dragonhole' at the bus stop dere... haha...

so went in... the school realli damn old lerx... hmm... go there first impactful thing i saw was the world's tallest man... he is 2.38m tall ok??? tmd... dun even dare go near him scared sia suay.. hmm... den walked around... bought 2 tics and spent it ENTIRELY on food... every single cent... hmm... so dats 20 bucks gone... hmm... the carnival there... not that marvoulous afterall... think silver jubilee more fun... haha... and there was abseiling there... but i din try... dun want sia sway... hmm... soon later mikkah, oay new and suiluj came... kk... i mean hakkim, wenyao and julius... hmm.. came a while den we felt sian so go harbourfront shopping center...

go there ate at food junction.... den all waited for me to get my food b4 eating cos one for all all for one... haha... after that go the arcade there... damn farn... played this raft game where u have to paddle like siao... think we paddled so hard the metal paddle almost broke... haha... den oso got this table game... dunno what its called... u noe u hold a round thingy den u mus hi the disc den mus score de??? arcade alot of people play de... aiyah... dunno wat name lahx... so aniwae we played first 2 times draw, den last round lost... haha... damn fun... next time must go play again...

after dat left for heeren to surprise dear... met her den she was like shocked... thx to the conspiracy between shermaine and mel... thx for making her happi... hmm... took neos at cine den she had to go le... reach YCK den felt damn sian... called wenyao den they said there were at PS... so we arranged to meet at raiders... haha... i walked there from yck cos got so mch time to spare...

reach raiders so early, so ate again... at LJS... wahx... ive been eating alot... so after awhile oay new and mikkah came... den shocked to see lyrehs dere too... basically dats all le bahx... hmm... still fixed on my saint andrew dream... mus study hard...!!!

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

kk... officially switching to mozilla firefox, but not entirely... kk... the good points are loads... but the one bad point is that im doesnt realli enable the whole CSS thingy... means if u use firefox instead of ur internet explorer, u will not be able to see the custom scrollbars... instead all the scrollbars would look like standard windows... theres like a huge debate going on bout whether this feature shouold be included... hmm... waiting for extention for firefox to come out... meantime i shall shuffle between firefox and IE 6.....

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

wahahax... 2 days nv update nia mahx... cw sae till like i one week nv blog lerx... like she everyday got update her blog litad... haha... kk... so aniwae, life been sian lahx... realli nth much to really sae lerx.... okok... sch has been like:

teacher: " eh lester ur back"
lester: "ah - erm - yahx...."
teacher: " so hows the chicken pox??? "
lester: "erm - its - *silence*"

bahx... lazy to explain to everyone... and the reason why all the teachers noe is coz the general office whiteboard writee big big sae i got chicken pox..... hmm... kk... here mux cheng qing abit... its not chcicken pox.. its jux skin rash that got serious and looked abit like chicken pox... ok... u all wanna listen to explanation???

reason 1: the incubation period of chicken pox is 2 weeks; therefore me and sarah and the few others who cameback from OBS wif the same symtoms must have got infected by the same carrier 2 weeks ago. too much of a coincidence ehx?? why ony obs people and why others dun have... so that rules out the possibility of me getting chicken pox a weeks before i went to obs.

reason 2: those marks and itchinss ony appeared after i slept in that ulu place at ubin in the open....bu ke neng so chiao......

reason 3: i did not have fever or flu throughout the period of time when i had the so called chicken pox...

reason 4: experienced people would know that it does not look like chicken pox....

reason 5: if it was chicken pox sarah wouldnt be in school... go inspect her hand and see.....

supporting evidence: chicken pox does not happen over nite... like i said, it takes 2 weeks before the marks start appearing....


kk... enuff le bahx.... so stop coming and ask me hows my pox blah blah blah... instead i wld appreciate if u ask me "hows ur rash" or "hows everything in school"... kk.. whatever.... bangers rawk... think they realli tried their best on fri... so do continue to support them next time (prob next is talent time bahx)... ahhx... monday means back to buisness... so much more to catch up... haha... nv see yeo chai hoon face for 3 weeks... u cant imagine how elated i am... but phy gonna die... hmm... chem too.... geog... ah - erm - .... got test lahx... budeen.. hmm... kk... see who's gonna be sitting beside me le... lolx... kk... shall go have my breakfast... then go to my ganny hse liaox... cya all....


What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

stupid stupid stupid stupid
i hate u!!!
dun friend u already...
get lost u stupid pig
hmpf!
bloody hell
GRRR

hmm... feeling betta... realli cannot live without 4/5... lol... aniwae todae got a phone call to notify me that:

i am a supernumerie!!!! yeahx... got selected... sho happie... hehe... kk... but kindof expected... ncc rawks...

i think i am facing depression... fuck.... i dont know whats wrong with me... i need to get out of myself..... screw it... never felt so low before.....

gedebab gedaboob kaching....
hmm... stepping down in april... haiz... suddenly so near... got pretty mixed feelings... a part of me wants to step down asap, coz things alwaes get outta hand... the other side of me cant bear to leave them... the current part Cs are... haiz... dun think they will ever be ready to take over...

gd morning all... haha... or rather, gd afternoon... haha... woke up at like 12 plus... piggy me... lolx.... and guys... go read the straits times... its true... slashed by 27%!!!! haha... im talking bout the chinese syllybus here... and the best thing is, the govt said : with immeadiate effect... haha... song bo..... kk... wateva... go play my CS:S lerx... buaix...

I Dream


In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirit's there
Where eagles dare to fly

In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open doorway I am sure dreams are
Doesn't matter if I win
Or the color of my skin
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

And I dream, I can run like the wind and be strong
Where my heart just wants to give in
I dream, I can be the hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream

There's a time in your life
Where the odds are so against you
There's no defeat if all you keep is pride
First and last Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
To drive you on when roads have come apart

Doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things we've done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
And I dream, I can run like the wind and be strong
Where my heart just wants to give in
And I dream, I can be the hero that's in me
And I dream

I dream
Of the moment that forever will be golden
When the torch is passed only dreams will last
that is shared by everyone
And I dream I can run like the wind and be strong
Where my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be the hero that's in me
And I dream, I dream
I dream....


composed by Michael Fallon
sung by Taufiq Batisah
for Singapore Idol

okok... so da whole school knows... thanks to who??? crapo... mux be eddie and stewpid USM... haha... orbequack if u 2 kena... lol... kk... shant be so mean... aniwae... mux thank those who bothered to show me care and concern... thx... im doing fine... jux the fact that being quarantined aint no fun.... hmm... luv u peeps...



conflict conflict more conflict... im sick of the quarrels too... im sick of the fact that i alwaes seem to be responsible for the quarrels... why cant u think things from my point of view too?? and dun ever put words in my mouth, or in this case opinions into my mind....

tmd... im rotting at home... argh... i wanna go sch!!!! grrr..... sumone save me!!!!



What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

ok... its certified... im down with chicken pox... doc says i got it at least 2 weeks ago... not from OBS.... coz the marks will only appear 2 weeks after u get it.... damnit nahx... quaratined till after chinese new year... guys dun miss me in sch k... argh... damn worried bout my studies... how??? sure die man... 3 weeks of no sch... haiz... all my subjects gonna fail le lahx... arghh....

kk... serious stuff... people who came in contact with me since friday... be careful yeahx??? dat includes all u guys from OBS... argh... realli sorry.... hmm... if any sign of itchiness appear, go see the doc... reali serious....

guess whos back, back again, lesterr`s back, tell a friend..... blahblahblah

so im back from OBS... lol... go there den they divide amk to 2 grps... barker and suisen... weird names eh??? lolx... so im like the only amk guy in barker... lol... den barker and sui sen is like half amk, half yckss peeps... and my instructor's name was BOON... suisen instructor was Handsome or Mario... lol... lame... we dont realli noe his real name...

day one: team building.. blah blah... blindman's trail... build bashaa with the tarp... and the iron tentpeg damn solid... lol... meals at cookhouse... have to wash own utensils... but nothing compares to army cookhouse food... tmd... miss eating at hq.... lol... and we played this giant wizard dwarf game... damn stupid.... and we found out that mario was mrs ismail's brother... haha... crapo guy...

day two: great day... kayaking... and i went on da single... rawks man... den everyone do capsize drill, and i had to rescue alone... cockanooden... vivi's kayak capsize and overturn abit... den the half the kayak had water... haha... damn heavy... dunno how long they took to rescue... after dat did jetty jump... haha... damn cool.... after lunch we did rock climbing... fun but tiring... and sarah is realli nu qiang ren... *salutes*

day three: early morning started on our land expedition... trek thru vegetation, went up tahan slope and set up camp at camp 2... that place at least still got water and toilets and blah blah... RGS was there too... did this DDD thing... double dangle duo or sumthing.... lunch.... after that was flying fox... damn cool... i shouted ANG MO KIO ROCKS while coming down.... set up bashaa.. den we cooked rice... haha... not bad lah... betta den what i cooked up at ophir... and planes flew like ubin was unpopulated... noisy like shit... flew at nite too... and early morning first flight at 8... on time de... we relied on moonlight at nite... thank good for full moon... damn bright... no one slept oin the bashaa aniwae... everyone was outside... den amksians talk cocked till late... shared myslef with insects.... urgh...

day four: continued with land expedition... kept our bashaa and did trekking to the thai temple and the quarry that side... den got checkpoints on the way... den was like orienteering... jux that its simpler... checkpoints easy to locate, easy to reach the area, but hard to find the blardy checkpoint answer... got this yck sec 3 guy keep trying to act pro... 3 times give wrong opinion... den he kept insisting that its right... like he so pro litad... lucky i got experience, if not we dunno end up at where already... so finally reach our campsite... totally ulu... no light, no water, no toilet... like ophir checkpoint 4 litad... heat was killing us with the absence of sheltar... after that we did rafting at the quarry... we build raft with pipes and barrels... damn fun... den have to tie with square lashing... den aniwae, suisen's raft turn into titanic, while ours floated.. yeahx... den after dat went to have fun in the quarry... played murderer in the water... lolx.... den did synchronised swimming... at nite pitch bashaa at that ulu place... den chage in the bushes... pee there oso... and ate instant noodles for dinner... den my god damn fire kept going out while the others fire no problem... damn comical.... den got what stupid wild boar... caused a big commotion... crapo... after dat tried to sleep but the people at johor kept singing till late at nite... den can clearly hear what they sing... damnit.... shared myself with sandfies again... slept late...

day five: woke up early so can set off early back to camp 1.... pack up the bunk... so we had missing harness and helmet and some blah blah stuff... add up we had to pay like 116 dollars.... damn it... lucky in the end found the helmet.... harness missing nahx... so had to pay.... den after dat went to souvenier shop to buy shirt... ahahaha... so left early to go back prepare for supernumery selection... my boat left at 12.15... while others had to wait till 2.30... lucky me...

supernumery selection: haha... guess who is my assesing CLTs: jinfu and azmi... so qiao... and alot of slackers turned up at the selection... argh... makes me less proud to ever be in the numeries... whatever... OBS rawks.... miss it...


barker rawks

kedabab kedaboob kaching!


To Serve To Strive And Not To Yield

to all muslims friends: selamat hari raya!
to mel: happi 16th birthday! (realise how old u are??? haha)

kk... so went out todae.... Watched meet da fockers... lmfao... damn ho chio.... kk... shant go to detail... hmm... i'll be gone for the whole of next week(OBS)... and dats good news for 4/5vers.... peace and WARMTH for a week... no more lame jokes... lucky cadets too... lolx... aniwae... will be gone on mon morning and be back at bout 2 on fri... den guess wat... gonna chiong for supernumery selection... gotta be at HQ parade square by 4 PM... hmm... havta request for the first ferry back home... hmm... pray i get a gd slp on thurs nite so i wun sleep in sedia position on fri... lolx... muz make sure get selected... bu ran very sia sway... lolx... and why does my stuff always clash together... last time was RIKE and annual camp... den was CALC and 2/1 chalet... now supernumerie and OBS... nvm... used to chionging lerx... haha.. kk.. shant crap so much... muz miss me k??

lurve ya dearx....

argh.. think i sprained my back... fuckfuckfuckfuck...

hmm... OBS next week... wonder who will mis me sehx... no one bahx... except for my ever lovely dear.... hmm... wateva... Z1010 rocks...

wheeweet...got my new phone last nite... sony ericsson Z1010... its 3g... lolx... cool sehx... features bu chuo... hmm... haven got the time to flly exploit it yet... haha... and i burnt my whole weekend doing DNT folio... sacrificed my amaths too... so think im gonna fail a maths pathetically... haha..

todays marks a critical, crucial, significant and historical day in the history of NCC... haiz... imagine; u pay 10 cents a day for 3 years, den they tell u they will pay u pack 30 cents a day on ur 4th year... halfway thru ur 4th year, dey say they wun be paying u animore... kaoz.... haiz... dunno wat to sae manx... realli pushes our brains and creativity juices to the limits... and also at the same time lowering our boiling pint... argh... i hate the commandant...

hmm... CUGC(combined uniformed group camp) on the way... haha... the meeting todae damn farnie... and CUGC memories always last the longest... haha... look forward to it... camp gonna rawk...

hehe... my blog cool ehx??? thx dearx... hmm... those pics... haha... me in camou... green green de... my best drawn camou so far... haha... no more next time le... till im 18... haha... todae so sian in sch... argh... still owe mrs chung one summary... now go do lerx... ciao...

the devil is here to corrupt ur blog again!
changed the blogskin for u
will look a bit odd yeah?
but this the best i can do
if u're not satisfied, do tell me abt it
i'll make changes to it
yeah~ rock on! =D

green beret, all the way....

haha... john's paikia face.... lolx..

brudders forever... haha... act garang...

haha... look at cindy's blur and semi-satisfied face.... lolx...

joycee and me!!

katat in no. 1... tmd....

me and huang peng... lolx... whose camo nicer???

me, weixiang, julius and huang peng... haha... and 2 extra ; kelvin and azmi behind....

in the central part of singapore...
theres a place where i belong to...
where i train to be a cadet..
in ang mo kio...

i know i know...
u have to go...
so hurry back home...
coz i love u so...



What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

hmm... staying overnite in sch tml... sec 1 orientation... lolx... and oso halp my gd buddy hakkim do saikang... haha... my hobby is to do saikang... lolx... crazy me... hmm... cca orintation shuper duper cock up... everything dun have... not even the modular tent... if this year intake super low we noe who to blame... neh, the high rank one in our sch lohx.... na bei... aiyahx... dun sae lerx... cca orientation sucks.... hmm... kk... go pack my bag for tml lerx... nitex all..

.messy.rush.disrespected.cockup.tekan.sway.unlucky.badpatch.dissapointed.
.shattereddreams.allgone.nomore.number4.camoucream.lastchance.
.misunderstood.badmood.quarrels.disagreements.unity-less.
.conflict.trouble.broke.indebt.buzy.sorry.

welcome to year 2005, another step towards the end of time....

lolx... todae de repeat telecast of xin shou xiang lian... heard taufik sing an jing:::
WAH LAN EHX... SIBEI NICE MANX...
kk... dats normal, its the voice so i shldnt over react... lolx...
and i thot moses realli gonna jump manx... xia dao... haha...

sch reopening in 1 days time... shld be happie or sad nehx???
hmm... mux bring groundsheet, whole dae camp outside classroom..
lmao... kk... used up all my crappy juices lerx... nitex all... happi new year...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity